I don't know what changed, how it changed, or when it changed, but it did. I thought Christmas break would fix the problem, maybe we were just getting tired of each other. Nada. That would be a negative. Everything she says these days is awful toward me. Some sort of put down. I don't get it. And when things get hard in my life, when bad days do come, she's there like she really does care and wants to help... in a way. It's hard to explain, but it kind of hurts. I ache for her. I wish I knew what was going on. I wish we could find a compromise, somewhere inbetween this hot and cold.