I have a hard time comprehending this statement.
"I'm so locked up here."
How? Why? I don't get it. How can you feel so trapped in a place like this? We're in college, with so much more added freedom than before. We aren't dorm, we don't have a curfew, we aren't served cafeteria food, we're handed choices. There's nothing keeping us here. We could leave for a day and no one would ever know. So leave if that's what's needed. Pack up your bags and put your freedom to the test.